Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Falsafah Cinta


Kalau boleh definisikan cinta

Yakin ia bukan cinta

Barangkali kasih hari ini

Esok belum tentu menjanji

Jika benar ingin mempelajari rasa itu

Sekolahlah dengan kepunyaan pintu perbendaharaan

tanpa syarat, tanpa beda, tanpa perlu pulangan

hanya beri, beri, dan beri

meski yang disayang berbuat cela

tidak hiba

meski kasih tidak menyahut

rela

Cinta demi Tuhan, apakah?

Jika mengharap masih

dalam lena dan jaga

hati terbungkam kerananya

membuat senyum jadi tawar

redha bersyarat

lalu

masih lagikah kau cinta

demi Tuhan?

Thursday, May 17, 2007

TERIMA KASIH GURU


My special dedication to my teacher whom never scolded me when I'm trying my best to use the typewriter without permission. Instead, he told me to use all my fingers when typing. And now, I am really thankful to be able to type by using all my finger, even I still can't compete him (in term of the speed of typing, the ability to compose excellent writing, the endurance to sit in front of monitor in hours) in any chance!
THANK YOU

Monday, May 14, 2007

Republik Kedewasaan

Republik kedewasaan ini perlukan akad. Dalam bahasa Arabnya, disebut baiah. Baiah tidak boleh separuh-separuh. Nanti bulatnya tidak kukuh. Meski pembentung di zaman ini tidak semestinya bulat. Tapi demi mendirikan Republik yang kuat, mana mungkin otak dan hati tidak seiring. Nafsu dan akal bertegang urat menegah yang merapu meraban.
Profesor kata, perancangan perlu. Tapi apa yang perlu dirancang untuk memastikan kerajaan yang terbentuk benar-benar dari kuasa rakyat yang menghuni pelusuk zahir. Bagaimana penghuni yang seni-seni. Yang duduknya terlalu diam disudut-sudut, tetapi selalu mereka juga yang meraja. Dan jika sudah mendapat suara yang bulat itu, siapa pula calon Presidennya?
republik kedewasaan, kau mahu apa? Jika disebalik kata-katamu berapi asap diantara senat-senat, engkau tetap tidak puas, tidak mengenal Tuhan. Dan untuk apa kau mengaku dewasa, sedang namamu sendiri salah eja, dan hidup hari depanmu di salah taja?

Just to cheer me up


Yes, true. Manchester United is the new Champion in English Premier League. And yes, they have raise the cup up high, this morning. But then, ironically they have been defeated to West Ham, 1-0. What a champion, huh? It definitely cheer me!

How many losses that I can bear within a month?

Ali Zainal Abidin As Sajjad
kini aku faham
dan aku mengerti
dan aku
tidak akan
mengeluh lagi

Friday, May 11, 2007


Kawan, mahukah kau doakan
pada hanya sedikit semangat yang tersisa
dalam perjalanan yang seakan jauh tidak bertepi
dan malam yang semakin sunyi

Kawan, mahukah kau doakan
agar diberi kekentalan jiwa
dan kecintaan pada syahid
walau dalam apa jua jalannya

Kawan, andai apa yang menyapa
Mahukah engkau memaafkan
dan mengiringiku dalam
doa kudusmu pada Pencipta?

Kawan, berapa lamakah lagi
waktu kita yang tinggal?

Monday, May 07, 2007

I was thinking

When people soon to be departed from this worldly life to join the eternity, will they actually can sense it?
Or all the unfortunate events and sequence that come along is actually a coincidence?
If I have only one day left, what will I do? Will I have the chance to express my love?
If all the precaution have been made, what is actually happen when unfortunate things occurs?
If we know our time is near, will we actually change?
Are we take things for granted, as we perceived everything will be according the law of nature? (only the old die, only the sick person die, etc?)
And if things happen, will we change for better?
My eldest nephew, the most kind heart and gentle, which taking care of his sister very close in every steps, make his last fare well last Saturday. And what is the most heart breaking to all, as he free from this world because of accident. Hit by construction lorries as he was really very near to his home. He was my nephew, my beloved son, as he grew big in front of my eyes. He was in his mother's womb only 7 months and surviving as a baby in a transparent box. Allah give His mercy, giving him as a good boy up to 17 years and that was it. As the 'jenazah' arived, it was so emotional. But seeing him in one piece, we really thankful. He was lying there, as the most handsome person ever, sleeping sweet and sound, the face that I will remember toward the end of time. InshaAllah.
"O Allah, give your mercy on his soul" ~Al Fatihah~