I then said, "Why I loose so much even I'm not yet incredulous?"
The question has been left vanished in the moment of silence.
Then, she advised me not to.
Still she can't convinced me to not becoming one, at least at this moment of truth.
As I believe my destiny is not designed to taste the privellage to have faith in things.
But I believe there lies a great wisdom behind it, and hopefully I can understand it well.
p/s: however, yet, I'm so thankful I found 'you'