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Sometimes when u feel that u're out of emotions, at that time the emotions takes control over your rational and logical consideration. Is it good, or it only bring more harm to ur life as well? Sometime, realizing that I still have the emotion, I feel so much realease and feel so glad about it. But, then i realized, emotional is not something that people want to cheerish most of the time. Emotions brings some indicator, which is disturbing for someone, but at the same time it shows that the feeling have grown bigger. And u actually locate some special place inside yourself. The feeling of betrayal, jealousy, angry, sad and so on.
To me, emotion will always bring some sort of good news to myself. I know that I'm alive, and I'm actually have someone that I really care for, worth to give my love, and to share my ups and downs. To the greater extent, it's trigger my creative and inner potential especially in writting. That's why I cheerish the value of art even more.
Since it is like forever I've lost the sense, and I'm not be able to write anymore, this emotion I will cheerish and I know it will react as catalyst. And make my right brain works in its own world, sometime me myself can't understand how it function.
The only concern, with emotion, I will never be the cheerful and funny person that I always be. And I'm damn good in that sense.

Emotion bring the potential of our own inner self. You will discover the other version of 'you'. You yourself have to discover whether it is good or not.

The willingness to sacrifice will always in the face of true feeling. Rational and logical themselves will never find the breakeven of your true self. And to walk beyond that, it is just un understandable. Thus, we will question people why people do that and that.